* Lil' stuffs you don't know 'bout Rue (ep27) *

Rue does not think that a lengzai is a real lengzai. I mean, she thinks that a person who looks handsome might not be as attractive as some guys who looks ordinary or above average.

Some guys or girls have the attraction when they start talking, dancing, or whatever. Even if they might not look as perfect as Wu Zhun or Lin Yi Ling, they still have the light shining out from within, which really attracts people.

She admits Wu Zhun and Takashi are handsome men, but that's it. No daya-tarikan to her at all. She won't go wild and crazy for him when she sees him in dramas.

But, as for other guys....she will smile everytime whenever she sees him in every episode.

For example :

Jap guys- Yamashita Tomohisa and Akanishi Jin, and cute Teppei!
Okay, they are already handsome. But they still have attractions!!!
She goes excited whenever she sees them.
Teppei is not handsome but he still tends to attract girls. What more, he was voted as most high school girls' ideal boyfriend!

Korean guys - Ji Hyun Woo, Won Seung Jae, Jung Yun Ho, TOP, Lio...blablabla!
They are not extremely handsome, but they are cool.
They don't have perfect 5 face organs, yet it all fits in one piece.
And they attracts her!!!
(Mel, Sung Je is not very handsome also you know....XD)

Taiwanese guys - Xiao Zhu, Da Dong
These 2 are her favourites whom are not so handsome. But they just grab all attentions whenever they start talking, singing, or even just walking.
Xiao Zhu is personally Rue's most favourite overall artist. He sings well, dances well, hosts well, acts well, and he knows Jap! Just the type she likes - multitalented.
Don't get her wrong, Xiao Zhu is her favourite artist. Lee Hom is her favourite Musician.
Another one who is not that lengzai but still attractive = Xiao Gui!Gino!

Overall, you can say she prefers cool guys rather than handsome guys. She prefers guys who attracts people in their own natural way but not just with their looks. But anyway, some lengzais still got daya tarikan to her. Just not that POPULAR WU ZUN. He just so coincidently has a nice face.

Once she quoted:
LENGZAIS BACK OFF. TALL DUDES YENGZAIS LINE UP!

Ain't she stupid?

Yes she is.

p/s : During her birthday party Q&A session, most of her peeps got it wrong. They actually thought Rue loves cute guys! Well yea, only as bros.

So well, now this is some lil stuffs you don't know 'bout Rue.

One picture of her xiao zhu:

SO YENG!!!

DDG!!!

(one word we used in Battle forum - Drop Dead Gorgeous!)

* Propeller Island City Lodge *

I just wished I've 100 years more to live on earth.

So I can travel to every country.

Grr...

And stay in every luxurious hotels!

Aights this Lodge deliberately has different rooms with different styles.

Totally different!

Imagine sleeping with all your reflections around you!

This is kinda cool, good place to shoot MV!
Ok...This one, special right? How nice if my room is like that too.
This is also something special~!
If you wanna try to have a night underground, try this!A great place to play ROCK songs!

So many paddings. You can totally bring a rock band in!

I think the bed is inside that cubicle.
Those who will turn and fall during their sleep, better not try for this room.
This is modern enough~ Normal room for those rich people.
This is eerie. I'd felt like i'm in a operation room.

This is even eerie. I think my photos can be washed out here!
This is cool!!!
Exotic enough hehe.
Gives me a glimpse of....the ward room.
Have a feel of sleeping in the coffin way early before you are dead!
Looks Japanese.

Boink. What type of room is this la??
This is cute! So castle feel!
Yeah this is soothing. WOH! Harry Potter! Wingardium Leviosa Bed~!
Now take that!

Upside down room!

I just don't get it!

* Warehouse Sales! *

Helping my previous company to promote haha..Thanks to my ex-boss Linda who invited me to go for pre-sales!!!yay!! Ah-sa, you not back yet right...you tak jadi go la... >< align="center">Innocraft Marketing Sdn Bhd

OTS Gift Redemption Centre is having a WAREHOUSE SALE!

Discounts right up to 80%!

And prices from as low as RM 10!

Up for grabs:
Watch - Fossil, Disney
Perfume - CK, Bvlgari, Issey Miyake, Nina Ricci
Bags - United colors of Benetton (yeah I'm so going to buy one of that!!!!!) Diadora, Elle, Camel
Home appliances - Panasonic, Phillips, Sanyo, Kenwood, Pensonic, Princess
Household - Tupperware (I'm going to get that too!), La Gourmet, Corningware, Tefal, Pyrex, Visions, Meyer (I think my mom would love Meyer)
Bedsheets - Akemi, Essina, Disney
It Gadgets/ AV - Sony, HP, Pen Drive, Creative
Kids - Barbie, Barney, Hot Wheels (remind me of my child hood!), UNO, etc ect

So What are you waiting for?

Click the picture above to get the full direction and location of the company~

See you there~!

* Crazee girls again *

Deng Deng Deng Deng~~~~
Presenting some funny times.....

Yay! I caught this! It's Mel and Sora! My angle shot is quite nice~!

Mel and Sora again. They were dancing to SNSD's performance.

Okay. Now is the time. We just love to JUMP~

1st up - Leader Shermin!
2nd - Mixed Wayne~
3rd - Sexy Mel~
4th - Cutie Sora
5th - Me~
I think Jumping is not suitable for me still.
My pose was so weird.
I better stick back to hiphop moves.This is what you called - a failed 'bridge'
I'm really certified as a poser~!

* A nice story for free thinkers *

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...

A man went to a barbershop to have hishair cut and his beard trimmed.

As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.

They talked about so many things andvarious subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:"I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.Tell me, if God exists, would there beso many sick people?Would there be abandoned children?If God existed, there would be neithersuffering nor pain.I can't imagine a loving God who wouldallow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want
to start an argument.The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long,stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:"Y ou know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber."I am here, and I am a barber. And Ijust worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmedbeards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's whathappens when people do not come tome."

"Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too,DOES exist!That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.That 's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

* In or Out? *

Fight on.

Until there's a cure.

* Ice Hotel *

Bet many of you heard it, but i'm still posting it anyway, cuz i love it. And i wanna go there!
Ice Hotel at Sweeden, special because it's built from the Torne River and when it melts, it returns to the river. It ends where it begins.

The registration desk

Some part of the bedroom. What you see is a Russian art.The projection path to the bedroom.

What a bed!Obviously, it's the light-area. You can't say fire-area. I don't think it's real fire.
A place to hang your jackets, windbreakers, caps, beannies, anything~
I like this! They called it the bubble boil swamp. I guessed.

This is the real Ice-Bar
Ice church!

Wanna know more?

http://www.icehotel.com/

Stay tuned for upcoming hotels....

what's it?

secret!

It's one of my fave hotels!

* My malacca trip!!! *

Finally, get my video done.

Malacca was the first trip between us 2 courses.

It was decided so swiftly, just like - said and go.

Enjoy my video on my short 2 day trip at malacca!

020907

^^

* I stamped my love on Big Bang *

Yeap Yeap BIG BANG rox~! One of my past-time product again. Big Bang wallie!!! My desktop is so nice now!

* when you love, you sacrifice *

Today I Am:

Tired.

I really proved this is true today. For the love of that 2 hours of korean class, I didn't mind all the troubles and inconvenience. And what a day! I think it's the most unluckiest day of all this sem!

Exam finished at 3pm - rushed to find Dr. Mary but she's not in - checked my results and she printed wrongly as how she marked it. My results is 74.5 not 61.5!!!!!!

Rush back to pack my stuffs and waited around 450pm for Rapid. I was so willing to pay for a taxi, but there was not even one! And the sun, the sun is burning my skin. Ruinned my complexion. Wanted to call Gravier to fetch me since Uniten is always so near. But thought that he's having finals, better not to disturb him. I was so struggling that time, because few days before I already asked him to take me to McD just for my lunch! I can't trouble him again!

530pm striked. I was so worried that I can't be able to rush for my 7pm class. Finally a bus came, it was FULL. Some people went ahead in front of me, I was pushed to the back and didn't get to get into the bus. I was anxious, what if I'm left out. That stupid guy in front of me actually sneered at me and said, "Ah, macam tak de cukup tempat...hehe"
Fortunately one of the ticketer saw me and he tell me to enter the front door. Phew! I did got onto the bus after all. He was caring enough, seeing me holding a plastic bag of few books, he told me to put it at the dashboard.

So, reached KTM. Saw Rawang KTM was blinking at 550. Quickly bought a ticket and walked super fast across the bridge. And when I reached, it actually changed to 605!!!! Omma ya!!!! U are killing me! So fine, I wait. The good thing which happened today at KTM is that I get to sit down once I got in! That's very good, imagine carrying a bag full of books, and a laptop behind.

Reached KL central, I usually take the steps no matter how heavy my load is. But today I was just too tired so I took the escalator. I REGRETTED!!! Saw there are few people lining up to buy ticket so I went to the machine. Usually it accept RM5 notes, but this time it actually vomitted out my note!!! When I turned over, yeah right....a whole loot of people lined up. I am at the brink of fainting... And there's this bunch of Ang-Mo, I dunno which country are they from....They are all in front of me buying their tickets!

Finally bought my ticket. Time is rushing. I slipped my tic into the machine and it didn't come up, so i waited. And for goodness sake, one of the Ang-Mo actually tell me, "Go~Your ticket won't come out!" Omma ya...this is just so frustrating.

So, went into LRT. No seat this time. Even worst, nothing to cling on too. I could only hug tight my plastic bag and spread my legs wider for balance. But, out of no where this fat fella actually lose his balance when it turns and knock into me. If it weren't for that kind lady to catch me, I think it's my worst day. Called May to ask whether if i could park at her house and follow her dad's car. Parking is NOT EASY to find at Damansara Utama area. But then, I realised it's too late, it's already 645pm! So asked May to go herself 1st.

Later, rush over the bridge at Kelana Jaya station again. Reached below and asked one taxi to drive me to my cousin's house to take my car. He actually refused!!! Fine, what I did? No choice, Walk! For once, a journey which i usually took 15 mins, i used 10 mins this time. During the 10 mins, I thought of various shortcuts to go to my tuition centre in the fastest way. And the worst thing, when I wanted to take my handphone out, my plastic bag burst. K fine, my books are all over. What to do? Pick them up of course! So then, rushed to my cousin's house it was already nearly 7pm!

Greeted my aunt - took my keys - rushed to my car - boom~ I sped off. Indeed, I used all the shortcuts I knew, reached that area around 710pm. K fine, now the problem is, PARKING!!!
One round - no parking.
2nd round - Yes there is! Then I realized it's also a car repair shop's parking
3rd round - side parking but it's far. better than nothing! PARK!

Walked as fast as I could and reached class finally! It was 730pm.

So now, another thing. I've to rush back to Uni tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the sake of the thing I love....caused me such a hectic day today. Rationally, it's stupid and time wasting. You could just skip class. I won't skip for 2 reasons - I love it, and I paid for it.

Class today was nice, it's my new level class, 8 of us were almost the same age so it was so lively and funny~! I even met new friends! =D

When my class finished, i drove home so happily. Although piles of assignment are waiting for me, I still felt so happy~~because I caught hold of every opportunity to do the things I love.


Well, one thing I did WRONG was - I should just call Gravier to fetch me to KTM station next time! Yeah I know I'm always troubling him, calling him to take me out for supper, dinner, lunch, and also to buy med when I'm sick, and also forcing him to take me out to play with his friends so that I won't die of boredom in my hostel.....

I know it's not good to trouble people, but so what, cousins are meant to help each other! What more when your cousin is just staying at Uniten. That is a lagi-must-help!

* missing the olden days *

Yeah, even updated my blog when I'm already time & health-deprived. Just like what Andrew said, "U really blog~!" Thanks for reading yozz~~

Why I blog now? Cuz I can't sleep + I don't have any concentration to do anything now. So I do the things I love!

Lifestlye now is not good. Sleeping late is hurting. Can't be able to sleep when you wanna sleep early is killing.

I miss the olden days. Where I had all the time to do whatever I want to.
Studied during the day, and enjoyed during the night.
Go to school during weekdays, and sports during weekends.
Really miss the time when I played badminton and basketball during saturdays and sundays with my mates. And then having dinner after that, or just chit chat at the court.... That is real relaxing... that is LIFE!

And now my life is sportless. So, the consequences? Weak health, bad body.

Can't be blaming that time is not enough.

Blame me for not still getting to manage my time well.

Am I crazy?! O yes. I should really change. Period.

Finals are coming, let it be gone with the wind asap...so i can smile at the sunlight during the holidays, bathe in the cooling breeze... sit and relax, with one book in one hand, and a hot choc in the other. That is, Life. Period.

* Doink~ Don't ruin the characters *

Yeah just read the newspaper. Taiwan will be coming up a drama which use Basketball as the main theme. This really strikes me. I am so going to see it although 2 of the main 3 actors aren't really my fave. It was said it's something like Slamdunk. Oh my goodness...i hope they won't ruin the character.

Who's in it?

Jerry Yan. Wu Zhun. Xiao Zhu.

I only admire Xiao Zhu. I disliked Jerry. I know Wu Zhun is handsome but he just doesn't attracted me at all...I don't know why.

So it was said that Jerry will act a role which is somehow similar to Sakuragi~
and Wu Zhun = Rukawa~!
Never said Xiao Zhu will act as which...I hoped he'll be a character similar to Mitsui since Mitsui was my fave slamdunk player.

But Oh my goodness.....Wu Zhun as Rukawa~!!!! Pls pls pls i hope he won't ruin the character...It's ok if Jerry really ruined Sakuragi's character, Sakuragi's too stupid.....too naive....but very strong character neway~

Why every girls love Wu Zhun? Grr... and why his character in every dramas is that type of character? That type of = cool+man+macho character~? Can't they give him some opportunities to try something new~???

As I watched X-Family and Gong Zhu Xiao Mei, I'm so happy that 3 of the other 4 main guys in Gong Zhu Xiao Mei are acting characters which are TOTALLY DIFFERENT from theirs in X-Family. (Yeap they acted in both dramas). It made them looked versatile, being able to act cool and also silly.

Neway, I'm anticipating for the new drama. All the best!

* Say my name Say my name~ *

Haha. Yeap~

* RH *

And I found a book with an interesting title when I was at a book fair.

Yeap. I'm repenting aights..?

Haha!

Knew my name 'Rue' means 'Regret' when I was young.

Asked my mom why did she gave such a name.

She just said it sounded nice and looked nicer than "Ru"

You can see the word "Rueful" many times in Harry Potter books.

Maybe JK Rowling loves to use that word.

Although Rue has such a.....sad meaning....

I still love to use it as my short name though~

Much more better than calling me "Hann", right?

But think it in a different way, Rue for Repentance:

So when you look at me, confess and repent all your sins!

HAHAHA!!!

* Who am I? *

Yes.

I am a camwhore. I am a perasan girl.

I am who I am.

I do things I like. Don't get into my way if I said I want to do it. Unless you give me solid reasons with substance which can really convince me.

If I scold you means I mean it. You gotta think why I scolded.

I don't really care people who simply judge me. If you want to judge me, judge me with reasons and speak it directly right in front of me. Because that is how I will judge you. :)

I am who I am.

And that's me~ :)

Say hi to - Rue-Hann~!

* Lil' stuffs you don't know 'bout Rue (ep26) *

Rue is infected.
Nope, not with the T-Virus from Resident Evil.
But, it's the P-Virus.

Yeap, she's infected with the P-Virus. The Perasan-Virus.
It's not very contagious, but sometimes it might be.
With the P-Virus, she tends to boast a lot about herself in her own way jokingly.
Close friends are used with that. But strangers will think she's an ultimate bossy girl if they don't know how to intepret her jokes.

If you don't want to get infected, take the DC Vaccine (Don't Care Vaccine) which will make you not giving her any attention. But let me tell you, you are just missing out all the fun~
People who actually have the P-Virus always feel happy and positive of themselves. And infected people who gather together will just create a happy atmosphere of P-Battle which is, the Perasan-Battle. They just tend to see who could show off the best~

A consequence of the P-Virus is the SS syndrome, or you could call it the Syok-Sendiri syndrome. Because they are too perasan of themselves, at times they used to entertain themselves with their showing off skills.

So, are you infected?

* Big Bang with WonderGirls?!? *

Today I Am:

Happy.

Gosh..My Big Bang!!!!!
Ended up singing Tell Me with WonderGirls...grrr~~~~My Big Bang is HOT and MACHO and COOL and way R&B HIPHOPPERZZ.... why they put that song la~~~ They should sing Wondergirl's Irony if they really really wanna swap music~! but anyway, THEY ARE STILL SO CUTEEEE dancing to it~~~

GD is way too cute~ Seung Ri is just so enjoying himself, and Tempo looks funny when he tried doing wave!!haahahahahah!! Oh and my Dae Sung looks much more mature d!!!
I like the new Wonder Girl rapper though, she's much more sexier and R&B~ XD And yeah she paired up with my fave rapper TEMPO!!! Yoishh~~good good good pair!

Well the next song was my favourite!!! Big Bang's "Lie"
I prefer they sang it themselves...rather then Wondergirls intefering...anyway nevermind!!
Let's sing~~~ I'm so sorry but I love you 다거짓말~~~
Peeps you should really listen to that song, that's so nice..like one of my fave from Big Bang...well, Big Bang's songs are ALL MY FAVE!!

And oh yeah, GD wrote and composed that song~ My GD is cool right???




Well when i first heard that BB with WG i got shocked of my life...but anyway, they HEAT UP THE STAGE~~~ That's what real performers are~

Okay for the original "LIE"
1st is performance.
2nd is MV
feel free to see any~


I hated Tempo's sunglass..what type of sunglass was that~? Glad that he took it off later~!!

* How old are you? *

Today I Am:

Happy.

When you were asked how old are you, link it to what are you doing at your age~
Age doesn't really matters if you have the abilities.

Some korean kids at the age of 16 has already made their name on stage, putting theirselves top of the world.
Even better, some jap kids at the age of 12 has already gained fanbase and been in front of millions of people, even performing live on tv~

Aights, don't want to talk about the entertainment scene? Okay, here we go.

Oprah Winfrey! Bet you all know her. At the age of 15, she was voted as Most Popular Girl (pai sei la me...) and placed second in the nation in dramatic interpretation. At the age of 17, she worked at a local radio station, and was both the youngest news broadcaster and the first black female newscaster at Nashville's WLAC-TV.At the age of 18, she won the Miss Black Tennessee beauty pageant. Then, she co-presented Baltimore's WJZ-TV. She was later on recruited to join Richard Sher as co-host of WJZ's local talk show: People Are Talking~! She was only 22.

Bill Gates! At the age of 13 he started hacking computers. He crashed systems and even broke the computers' security system. What more, he even changed the files which recorded the amount of computer time he used so that he could use it as long as he wants to! But oh well, he was caught and was banned from the system for several weeks. Anyway, at 13, his school's computer center actually hired him and his friends (the CEOs of microsoft) to help find bugs and weakness of the weak computer system's security. Ok, this is not the main point. The main point is -He is just 21 when he co-founded Microsoft!

Aights, let's move on to someone older. E= mc square (why blogspot don't have the square symbol???), familiar? Albert Einstein. When he was 12, he started to investigate on calculus. Okay, this is normal. But when he was 15, he actually wrote his first scientific work : "The Investigation of the State of Aether in Magnetic Fields"! ( I don't really know what is that.. ) At the age of 21, he published his article on the capillary forces of a straw ( I don't know what is that either )

Okay, let's move on way back to history! Light bulbs! Ring a bell? Yeah Thomas Edison. Started working as a telegraph operator. He's partially deaf that time y'know. Well, it's a blessing in disguise I guessed. It made it easier for him to work since he won't be able to listen to the other telegraphers. At 19, he was an employee of Western Union working in the Associated Press Bureau news wire. He worked and experimented. Anyway, at 20, he was fired. Why? Cuz he was working with a baterry when he spilled sulphuric acid onto the floor and it actually ran onto his boss's desk.

So well... what I am trying to say here is, we all have the abilities to do some things which we don't even know we could do it, unless we tried. Same as one quote I always loved , "You will never improve unless you take the challeng to do things which are beyond your limits". Anyway, little successes brings you to the top slowly. So do not ignore tiny achievements, for they are your stepping stones to conquer the whole mountain~! (wow I actually came out with this sentence??)

If you wanna be like Oprah, speak your mind and love people. If you wanna be like Gates, hack computers! Joking~ If you wanna be like Einstein....kinda hard, he's naturally smart you know. If you wanna be like Thomas Edison, persevere and never fear failures... don't be afraid of burning the whole house, or you could try to hatch chicken eggs with your warmth~ All right I am just joking!

But one thing same for all these young successful people - they are REBELLIOUS and BRAVE.

CHEERS!

* PATCH *

PATCH stands for Passion Aiding The Children and it is a responsible sustainable outreach program for less fortunate children. More details in http://living-arts.blogspot.com/

How can I contribute?
Come for our concert, admission is by donation or just donate! All donations are tax-deductible.

What does dance have to do with charity?
More than 100 dancers & teachers from 11 studios are volunteering & driven to help their community, particularly these 2 special children. We are doing it in the best way we know how - the celebration of life through the Arts.

When? November 11, Sunday
Time? 5.00 - 8.00pm
Where? Our humble dance studio - Living Arts
Who? Everyone is invited
Objective: Raise RM10,000 to support 2 handicapped children for 12 months

When you give from your heart, no matter in what form or quantity, the gift that you give ripples into many other hearts. - Om, Teresa Chian

more details : http://living-arts.blogspot.com/2007/10/for-brighter-future.html

THANK YOU!

* Blog Action Day! *

Today I Am:

Happy.

What would happen if every blog published posts discussing the same issue, on the same day?
One issue. One day. Thousands of voices.

Click on http://blogactionday.org/

* 够爱 *

听过了好多摇滚风的歌曲，觉得这是我好久以来最喜欢的了~
1。 作曲编曲很好
2。 歌词很适合，很有感觉
3。 演奏有爆发力
4。 主唱非常有感觉，也有爆发力

只不过，如果背后音乐可以再大声那就好一点啦~放50-50吧！

要听吗？最好听一下啦！


-够爱-
作曲：东城卫
作词： a-chord

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油
没想透 你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以後
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为有无 为你而流
蕴藏在 无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我

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你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义

世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流
蕴藏在 无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏 为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口
爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流
蕴藏在 无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我

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我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

* suffering *

Today I Am:

Sad.

It's so torturing.

I don't know why.

Eat too much heaty stuffs.

Until

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Eye swollen.

Bengkak!

Rue Dai Sei...

* 난 싫어 *

오늘 나는:

화났어

야, 그렇게하면 정말안돼요!

그 여자 왜 이렇게도 괜찮아요? 안 장피해?? 야 진짜.... 말도안돼.

좋아하면 말해... 안좋아도 말해...

어때? 몰랐찮아?! 그러면 그만해요!지금 하지마세요~

널 지금저럼 계속하면, 그 남자절대 많이 슬플거예요~

그래서... 이제 그만해. 난 진짜 싫어!

제발요!!!!

BEH TA HAN~~!!

* Louis Vuitton!!!! *

Today I Am :

Tired.

Yeah I so darn love Louis Vuitton!
Told myself to get one when I start working!

Okay... So you've seen LV's handbags. Wanna see a larger version? I'll give a HUGE one for you!

And so, you saw the biggest LV bags~ Wonder how much it cost to build it. Nevermind that, now presenting you special pimped car....

LV branded car!

Well, what a luxurious life ain't it? LV bag plus LV car.

What more we need?

We need FOOD!
FOOD IS IMPORTANT!

So let me present you

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LOUIS VUITTON BRANDED PIGS!!!

IMPORTED ALL THE WAY FROM FRANCE!

All right, I might not be as fortunate as New York or LA girls to be travelling around shopping for LV stuffs.

But anyway, I am VERY FORTUNATE indeed!!!!

I'm so glad to be in KOLEJ 17!!!

WHY?!?!?!?!?!

Just Because............

Yeah we have BILIK LV! The LV room~! Endless supplies~~! woohoo!!!

Okay anyway...get down to business now!

SOMEONE...ANYONE....CAN YOU HELP ME GET THIS!?!?!!??!?!

- LV spam ended -

* my true self... *

Today I am:

Tired.

This is what I do during lectures. You can see me scribbling on my papers. But don't get me wrong, I am not jotting down notes. What I am doing, is this........

TA-DA!!!

Yeah I love drawing and scribbling nonsense during lectures. Or not I will fall asleep! Is my drawing nice?

Okay so I never pay attention during lectures.

So I have to study hard when I'm at home!!!!

Yeah let's strive for finals!!!

Score as much as I can!!!

Yoisshhh!!!! Gambate ne! Hwaiting!!!

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Yeah right.... Ended up..... ><

* Interpreting Girl's Language *

Came across after reading Skit's post~
here is a msg posted in friendster:

Girl's language

This is only true if that girl LIKES you. And some are only workable for BF-GF.

if i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
popjammerz : I don't think so too.

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
popjammerz: this is just merely comforting...

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]
popjammerz: neh...some girls are liars too~

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
popjammerz: if it's fierce, LOOK AWAY!!!

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
popjammerz: missing doesn't means hurting...missing someone is happiness too~

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
popjammerz: don't be so confused la~ over means over. still yours means still yours...say properly and don't play with a guy's heart please...

When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]

Now, Rue's version:

if i dont call you
[ it's because i'm waiting for you to call me? Walau heaps of people will be calling me... XD ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ mad..see it? Means I'm mad~! Don't follow me unless you wanna go to hell~ :P ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ i think your mouth is cacat-ed ]

When i push you or hit you
[ let me continue la, i can practise my punches and maybe, some elbow hits too! Thanks for giving me FREE TRAINING!]

When i start cussing at you
[ for goodness sake what is CUSSING??? ]

When im quiet
[ stay quiet beside me or not just leave me alone~! ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Just let me go... I need to go to the toilet!! You can't pull me back everytime~! ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Curse me.. Don't make a lie that I'm beautiful, i hate liars~ ]

When you see me start crying
[ give me ice cream!]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind - I WILL SUE YOU! sexual harrassment!!! HELP! ]

When im scared
[ Be prepared that I'll squeeze yr arm..of course PROTECT me la~! ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ a-hah~nice pillow! nice rest! ]

When i tease you
[ let's have teasing competition, mostly I'll win anyway~ So u have to blanja me! ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ .... ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ means that i just like you, not LOVE you~~~]

When i grab at your hands
[ yay, let's walk~~!]

When i bump into you
[ scold me ]

When i tell you a secret
[ zip your mouth.. ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ i'm finding my reflections ]

When i miss you
[ yeah i miss you~ ]

When you break my heart
[ watch out, my friends will break your limbs! XD ]

When i say its over
[ K.O.]

When i repost this bulletin
[You're tagged!!! You have to repost it~! :P ]

A-hah! People~! You think I'm really gonna tell you EVERYTHING about ME ke....??
I'm not so stupid wei... This is a True or False game~
So which point is true which point is false~ It's up to you to guess anyway!

Have fun!!!

^_____^

* I wanna *

go to ITALY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone bring me to ITALY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

yeah apart from Asia countries - Korea, Japan, Hong Kong and Taiwan... I really wanna go to ITALY~~~ I love western and southern europe~~~
for histories and sceneries, I wanna go most will be Italy, Czech Republic, Spain!!!

for nature I wanna travel to Switzerland & Newzealand!!!!

for syok places I wanna land my feet on Alaska, Africa and Egypt!!!!!

okiez.....suddenly just feel like travelling~~

* A morning at Botani Garden *

Slept at 430, wake up at 730....
and booom~~~~~~~~~~ drove to Putrajaya and had fun!
It was part of Siew Wei's birthday plan, going cycling in the morning at Botani Garden.
So cool, besides the workers, we are the only 6 ppl who are in the Garden! It's like....OURS!!!

* any1 wanna join our forum discussion? nyeknyek! *

Something which heated up our chat while we were having lunch at Secret Recipe~

Topic : Do girls with stronger personality and who are more independent stand lesser chance to have a boyfriend?

candidate 1 :
Strongly agree! You know lah, guys are egoistic. They want girls who need protection, they like girls who will depend on them~

candidate 2 :
Ya loh~ If a girl always can do things by herself and doesn't need a guy's help, sure that guy don't like also lah.

candidate 3 :
Yeah some guys right, when they see that girl is more powerful than him, they won't think of chasing her already. Because they don't really like to be under rated wert, right?

candidate 4 :
That's why lah~ Those stronger independent girl hardly get boyfriends here wan! Because most higher rated guys are not here already... Dunno lah, i think most boys here prefer those girls who are rather homely, always cling to their side, that type gua... I'm not like this wan lor.

candidate 5 :
Yer I cannot stand that type of girls wan lor! Especially those who die die want their boyfriends to fetch them back even when he's busy. Excuse me, sit bus lah...

candidate 6 :
Ya lah~! And if their boyfriends don't fetch them back then they start to merajuk. Walau... I also cannot tahan. I don't really like to trouble people... I mean, if I can do it myself, I rather do it myself lor...

candidate 1 :
Ya lah that's why you see... No one wants you, because you don't need their help also~!

candidiate 6 :
What lah you, don't curse me...

candidate 2 :
You see people easily get a boyfriend because they all don't have so high expectations. You all lah, have so many high criterias~

candidate 5 :
But seriously it's true wan. Guys don't really prefer girls who are stronger than them. They like meh?

candidate 4 :
actually it depends. I got friend she's much more stronger in almost every aspects than her boyfriend you know!

candidate 3 :
Maybe her case is different gua... Well anyway yeah, maybe some guys don't care too much.

candidate 6 :
Yeah but the problem is right, some guys if they see or if they already know that that girl always can settle things by herself, or that at certain areas she really outdo him, he'll think that being with her will just make him look .... smaller.

candidate 2 :
Haha smaller! But anyway, some guys also like independent girls wan. Don't forget, different people has different opinions.... Those are guys who don't really like their girlfriends to cling to them always lor. Personal space wei, personal freedom!

candidate 1 :
Dunno lah, I still think I can't find one here. Not that I'm very strong or I'm very independent. But it's because the guys i know here are not really up to my expectations lor.

candidate 4 :
I like guys who are stronger and better than me. Those who will make me respect him also~ I like them who have big visions and great dreams haha!

candidate 3 :
You already so strong so geng, hard to find guys who are stronger than you here la!

candidate 2 :
Haha anyway, nevermind lah. All this no rushing also...

candidate 5 :
Yeah. But what if already quite late, and you still don't have a boyfriend. And someone come and chase you, you will accept even he's not really the one you wanted?

All :
NO LAH!

candidate 1 :
No no.. I already learned my mistake. Last time I did that so I don't want to repeat anymore...

candidate 2 :
Wah, you geng.

candidate 6 :
Anyway the answer is obvious lah. Look at us, no boyfriends also. Why? Because all too independent already, until people scared of us you know.

candidate 4 :
Ya lor and we are so yim jim. If guys no car, we don't go out tim. Walau... and cannot accept motorbikes somemore.

candidate 3 :
Ya lah. And you see, you want looks, personalities, abilities, and feeling somemore. Slowly wait lah~

candidate 5 :
Don't curse us wei... No worries, working world sure got!

candidate 2 :
good ones all taken lah sister...

candidate 1 :
So what's the conclusion lah?

All :
Dunno.

-end-

Personally, I think it's true. Because I heard guys telling me that before anyway. And Winston even said too independent and too confident girls will sometimes scared guys off. Well, true.

* Lil' stuffs you don't know 'bout Rue (ep25) *

Rue loves boards...BOARDS!!! Yeah it's where she can decorate, she loves decorating stuffs. She felt fortunate to be provided a board at her hostel. Well, she just thinks that boards are one of the places where she pour out her feelings, a place where she place stuffs which inspires her, a place where she pins reminders, a place where she posts her lengzais' pictures, a place where she pins stuffs she loves....a place where....she loves.

This is the board in her room back at her home

Her board back at her room at hostel

* test results are out~! *

Only a few though.

What could I say? Good or Bad?

Hmmm.

First :

Food preparation - 42.5/60
Highest mark is - 58
Time I took to study - 1.5 nights

Maternal and Child Health - 74/100
Highest mark is - 90
Time I took to study - 2 days

Microbiology - 9/15
Highest mark is - I dunno, 14??
Time I took to study - 1 night which is the night before exam

Statistic - 16/20
Highest mark is - 17
Time I took to study - 3 hours before exams

Hehe... Satisfied?

Yeah~!

Results aren't EVERYTHING to me. No one really cares about your results when you are out to work, what they really look at is your workablity, your knowledge and your skills.

But of course, Results are still important for you to obtain scholarships...and for Masters!!!

So, I'm not going to continue lagging anyway~ First class is still crucial although seniors always tell me that companies doesn't really look at it. Well, for the sake of Masters....terpaksa lah fight for 1st class~

Peeps, have your exams been doing great?
If you're not glad with your results, don't frust...do better nxt time!
If you're satisfied with your results, don't relax...outdo yourself nxt time!